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| Manda's Journal | |
| Tuesday July 1,2003 | |
| 12:03am | |
Everyone I haven't posted in here in forever.. add Arden thanks :)
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| Wednesday February 14,2001 | |
| 3:27pm | |
If you haven't figured out yet, my new journal is at
http://arden.livejournal.com Sorry for moving it, I just felt the need to.. Add me as a friend, and I'll add you back.. :) Sorry for the inconvienance BUT DAMN IT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LOG IN AND CLICK "ADD FRIEND" Geez..okay bye. :) | |
| Sunday December 24,2000 | |
| haha.. | 10:43pm |
There is NO Santa people..
Hate to break it to you. | |
| Friday December 22,2000 | |
| 8:08am | |
Thanks Mom for sending me an anklet.. it does fit! I've been getting tons of jewelry from friends, but, I hadn't got an anklet yet. Thankssssssssss! :)
And..thanks Jennie for sending me that cute card and the cool glitter. That card with the cat was cute, is that lil slim shady? I got a cell phone, and I'm at Tylers right now..sooo I looked in a bag with tissue paper, and it's a purse and it has a neato pocket for a cell phone. Ain't that groovy? I'm so happy because now it's the weekend and I can go places.. (Skate World tonight..but SNL tomorrow :)~) Anyways.. Hasta. | |
| Saturday December 16,2000 | |
| meow | 9:22am |
Last night I was literally on the floor crying in pain.. (You sicko people better not be thinking anything..) Nah, last night I think I tore the tendons/legiments (spelling) between my pinky and my next finger. I had taken two ibuprofen 2 hours before so when It happened I hadn't been feeling all the pain. Not only that, my back was hurting..(it has been a lot..)
Last night me and my two best friends exchanged presents.. I gave Steph a huge makeup collection thing and best friend necklaces for her & I. I got Casey some Abercrombie woods cologne (damn it smells nifty) and an abercrombie shirt... I got a lot of jewelry from steph, and a ring from Casey..(he's giving me something else tonight...(he'd only give me one to make sure I'd come tonight..heh)) I talked to Derek for him and he said he'd be a good reference for Casey to work at Skate World. I'm pretty sure he'd get the job. They need people, and everyone knows Caseys the best skater around..sucks though, because I'm pretty sure we wouldn't be able to hang out while he's working..but oh well. That place will be closed down soon anyway..sucks. My finger hurts like hell and I'm tired.. but tonight we're going dancing! YAY! No more skating for awhile.. geez. Monday I have a conference with my mom and the principal over vandalism..ugh. Anyways, I'm off to sleep or something and call casey in a few hours..I'm sure he's wondering where I am considering I didn't pick up the phone last night.. soo yeah.. I WAS SCREAMING IN PAIN! lol..hasta. Erin (If you're wondering how I'm typing, I'm drugged up again.) Current Mood: My fucking pinky hurts Current Music: chandlers coughing :( | |
| Saturday December 9,2000 | |
| 8:59am | |
Hah! I forgot to talk about how Casey and I got this dude to quit at Skate World!
Okay, this guy is married with children, yet flirts with young girls and loves to sexually harass anyone with boobs.. (I know this cause there's a fat ugly girl who he flirts with..so that must be the only limit.) Anyways, I had heard he was going to quit, so I skated up to him telling him off..really, really, badly. Casey wasn't around, but I basically told Chad that he was a sexually harassing horny asshole..etc..etc..and that he can't skate, he sucks..his lifes nothing..blah blah. I also told him if I wasn't too lazy to get a lawyer, I'd sue his ass as well as Skate World for every penny they have. He said I was just mad because Casey didn't get his job.. (This is when I lost it). I said "What?" He said.. "He said it couldn't be done." Okay I wanted to kill him. Casey would be a hell of a good worker there..at least he can skate. Anyway, he skated off the floor and I told everyone on the "naughty bench" (Where they put you when you skate fast..etc..) to get up because he left. He came back, but then he took off his skates and left.. (I hated to shorten his last day.) Chad told Ricky he quit due to me threatening to sue him or whatever. That fat girl was so pissed.. When Casey and I were about to leave she called him over saying she wanted to tell him something about "her brother". That pissed me off so I just left. Casey later told me she was talking about Chad. Whatever. Chad sucks..hehe... (This guy has asked me if I'm a virgin, blown on my neck, said various comments such as "damn girl" when I wear leather pants..and several other things...) | |
| Chapter in a book | 8:18am |
Jennie made me cry! She was all like I saved her and stuff.. UGH! Talk about tear jerker..
Jennie, you, and many other people..have saved me as well. So back to ya. =P We're all chapters in other peoples "book". It's nice to know I'm in someone's book... | |
| I think I fell when I told the girl it was going to snow. | 7:53am |
Well.. Yeah. I haven't posted in awhile, and that's due to the fact my computers internet explorer is messed up..sucks huh?
My moms cars fucked up.. but, actually, we got it fixed..it's just that my grandma won't give it to my mom (She's saving it for me.) It's really stressing my mom out. It sucks not being able to go places during the week sometimes..(we rent a car over the weekend.) We can't buy a new car because my mom is still in bankruptcy.. she gets out in February so we should be able to get one then. My mom works as a medical transcriptionist, and she needs to get on this network to be able to do her work. Since our internet explorer isn't working, she can't do her work.. (she goes to her work on the weekends and puts her work on the system.) She often yells at me, saying she has to have a computer or a car. She blames the computer being broke on me, even though it's obvious she took the computer away from me..and all that comes with it. I'm never on the internet anymore. Well only when I'm at Tyler's house. If it wasn't for Casey, Steph..and a couple of other people..I would of died from lonelyness probably. I still let it get the best of me, I often cry for small reasons.. and I feel sorry for Casey for having to attempt to figure me out. Like, for instance, last night I wanted to go skating, and my mom was yelling at me about the computer..she said I wasn't getting anything for christmas because the computers broke (whatever..*insert proper apatheticness here*) But anyways, Casey called me and I told him I'd go skating somehow, right in front of my mom. She finally agreed to let me go, and today some people are coming to let us rent a computer. We're supposed to get our computer fixed sometime this week. Anyways, Casey called asking if I was going skating, saying that he would go to a Basketball game if I wasn't. I got all emotional.. and told him to go to the basketball game, that skateworld isn't SO bad without him (What a lie.), and that he see's me all the time (not exactly true here either..). I guess he wanted me to ask him to go to Skate World..so that upset him or whatever..and I just busted out crying thinking he didn't want to hang out with me or anything (it seems stupid now...trust me, but with fighting with my mom..and everything..it's easy to assume no one likes you.) But anyways, I went to Skate World, and Casey was there..he gave me a hug and said sorry.. It was all good then :) But then Rickycalled me a bitch and I started crying again! lol.. Oh wells.. I think the super emotional thing will pass. Today I'm going to be in a parade..sitting on the nose of a boat throwing candy.. (I'm Ms.Junior Teen of NC) (Sike.) Nah.. It's just a really nice boat that no one else has, so I'm helping show it off. I have to take a shower here in a few. Talk about lack of sleep, I got home at 11:30, talked to Casey until 12:10..and had to go babysitting at 6 this morning. I'm so tired. My life is going well, I'm loved..I love..it's all good ;) Casey, Stephy, Brian, and I are going shopping at the mall maybe tomorrow. Casey needs to talk to Brian to see when he can take us! Ugh! Talk about lazy..nah I'm kidding KCBear ;) Well, Bye everyone..nice talking to you all again.. I promise i'll be back one day lol.. HEY! That reminds me..searchhound emailed me asking if I wanted to exchange advertising space!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways, Byeeeeeeeee! Casey, I'll see you tonight =P Ricky, if you go..I'll see you tonight. To the rest of you, see you next week. Love, Me. Current Mood: Current Music: 102.1 Jams | |
| Wednesday November 22,2000 | |
| Betrayal and confusion in the land of morons | 7:21pm |
Since it's apparent that I must make a statement reguarding recent events, here it is.
First of all, I never said Calvin was dangerous. I was merely telling my friend that she should watch out because Calvin is a liar & a moron. (Or something along those lines.) Now, it should be obvious that I wouldn't say someone like Calvin is dangerous. He's a wanna be "hacker". Show us your work, "Calvin". Err..Mike. That ICQ bomb you sent Nicole was funny as hell. Even I could do better than that ;) But let's move past the wanna be hackers, and towards the back stabbing people who are moronic enough to betray me. I'm very hurt that someone would twist my words around. And why? What'd you accomplish? Anything? Didn't think so. You've lost a friend (Well, it's apparent I wasn't worth anything to you anyway..so this may not matter.), and you've shown what a back stabber you can be. I told you about Mike/Calvin/Fred for your OWN good. One day he's black, one day he's white, hell WE DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL HE IS! Now, if you want to throw ME into this make sure you cover your fucking tracks so I don't have to deal with this bullshit again. I don't give a god damn who's dating who, or who's screwing who. Frankly, you & you would go well together. I regret I've had to say all this, but I'm tired of words being put into my mouth. I'm also tired of people I really cared for going behind my back when I was just trying to help them out. To those of you who I've spoke to in this rather long and dull entry, don't contact me. I would rather forget you. You've betrayed me. Spit on me behind my back. So screw you. I don't like people, but I liked you. You were different. I'm hurt, confused, and well..hurt. Hope you got your laugh. Love, Erin | |
| 6:53pm | |
![]() Andrew Vaughn He wrote a poem about me titled "Incoherant" which means "confusing, hard to figure out," Weird. Anyways, we went and saw Charlies Angels. Movie sucked. Bottom line. (By the way, that's a really bad picture of Andrew. Haha.) Current Mood: Incoherant Current Music: 102.1 Jams | |
| Saturday November 18,2000 | |
| Last Night | 7:42am |
Last night was sooooooo fun. I love hanging out with Casey .
He's so much fun. By the end of the night several people thought I had a deadly disease, and people thought Casey was gay. LOL Casey even admits he wacks off! I mean come on..that's just sexy! He even told us the size of his PP heh. Casey's just one of a kind. He's like my best male friend and stuff :) Anyways, he taught me how to do the dance to that one song..uhh... "Country Grammar" by Nelly I think..not sure what Nelly song it is. Anyway, he always says I'm doing it wrong..but I do it anyway. Casey is Gawd@#$(*! Casey is Gawd@#$(*! Casey is Gawd@#$(*! Casey is Gawd@#$(*! Casey is Gawd@#$(*! Casey is Gawd@#$(*! Casey is Gawd@#$(*! Casey is Gawd@#$(*! Casey is Gawd@#$(*! | |
| Go back to class. | 6:53am |
"What the hell did he say?" I asked, wiping a strand of hair behind my ear. "He asked Leo & I what we'd do if he came in and killed everyone in our drama class but us." Alicia answered. "Then what?" "Well, we said we'd run..so he said he'd just kill everyone in our drama class, and then everyone in school."
The setting ? In the auditorium of our Theatre class. The people ? Me, Audrey Phillips, Tracy, Leslie, Audra, and Sadie. Sitting a couple seats over is Leo & Alicia. Okay, everyone knows I have a big mouth. If I hate you, i'll enjoy telling you that. So where is my part in this story? I'm the main drama queen. I'll be the one who tells the principal off, I'll be the one who tells Brian off..and I'll be the one refusing to go back to class. Who am I? The ex-crush. Yeah, that's me. The one that broke his heart. Well, not intentionally. I just didn't like the guy. He followed me from class to class..I'd wave and all, but it's not like I wanted to tackle him and have sex with him in the hallway. But anyways, this position makes me possibly a first target. Ryan and Brian were best friends. With Brians weird behavior, probably his ONLY friend. Ryan is a tall, buff guy that I hang out with in Theatre. We enjoy tearing up stuff and making Mr.Rob mad. But, that's not important. The fact is, Brian is a scrawny guy, and could never, ever, whip Brian. His girlfriends pregnant, and he has some weird thing with throwing stuff like I do. Except, he does it all during class. One time he even scared us by putting on a hockey mask ankd hiding behind the set. We saw him walk by and were scared. When he saw how scared we were, he smirked in delight and walked away. But anyways, they were fighting this day. Brian said that Ryan should be in jail, and that he was a criminal and stuff like that. In comes Me, the drama queen. "Brian, what the hell are you talking about? You went to the office a few days ago crying about him harassing you, now you're saying he should be in jail and that you were gonna see that he was put in there. Why don't you shut the hell up and go away?" I retorted..satisfied with the moment of silence afterwards. He walked away, and that's when the conversation with Alicia and I took place. "Guys i'm going to the office..this is serious." says Leslie. (The most stuck up, moronish chic I've met.) "Yeah man, this is serious." Sadie says. "I'm not fucking putting up with this shit." Audrey adds. In the mean time, Brian knows that we know what he said. He went up to Mr.Rob and told him he was going to the office to use the phone. "Hell no! You just want to go to the office so you can make up some bullshit story before we get there." I said. "Mr.Rob, we want to talk to you." I added..walking away. Brian and Mr.Rob continued talking, and didn't follow me. That's when I had had enough. I got my stuff and told everyone to do the same. Everyone followed me but Leslie, who I later figured out was too chicken shit because she thought he'd kill her. Once we all walked up there, Mr.Rob followed us to the top of the auditorium. "Guys, what's going on?" he asked. "What's going on? He threatened to kill us and you don't even know what's going on in your class!" I said, hands on my hips for effect. After explaining the situation, Mr.Rob asked us to let him take care of it, saying that Brian wouldn't do anything. "No way, we're going to the office. You can't stop us." I said. This is when our drama teacher changed his tune. I guess he figured out the situation was serious. That his students lives had been endangered, and he wasn't even aware of it. Reluctantly, we agreed to wait for the bell to ring to go. It was about 8 minutes, so it wasn't that long. Brian stared at us from the bottom of the auditorium. Everyone was crying but me. I tried to cry, but I was so mad I couldn't. When the bell rung Mr.Rob walked ahead of us to the office. I guess I was the only one who realized he wasn't on our side. When 10 people walked up in the office Mr.Telford asked to see only Mr.Rob, and Leo & Alicia. This is where I get pissed ladies & gentlemen. "We're not leaving guys." I said, gesturing towards the couch outside the office. We all sat there and waited. Waited for justice, waited for this not to be brushed over. Dr.Lee came out and asked us what we thought we'd accomplish sitting outside. We told him we just wanted to wait until something got done. He tried assuring me something was being done, but I didn't believe it. I was so mad I didn't care what I was saying, and who I was saying it to. The principal later came out with the sheriff. He told us to go back to class, and passed us. He said they were going to get him. We went in Dr.Lee's office to get notes. I brought up several things in my defense. First, of course, was the fact that the same thing had happened in another school and they expelled the guy and it was in the papers. Here they said, go back to class. I also stated there would be a lot of angry parents and that it'd be a shame for the newspaper to say "1,500 students lives get threatened at East Forsyth and principal says "Go back to class!"" I wasn't getting anywhere though. I knew it. I figured I could go to the payphone and call the newspaper, but I'd probably get in a lot of trouble for that. So I went back to class. Later that night, I was talking to Andrew on the phone when I got a beep. It was Audrey. I flashed over and she told me that her mom had thrown a fit. She said she'd go to the school board if nothing was done. After talking to Audrey for awhile, she got a beep and I hung up and called Andrew back. He couldn't talk because he was packing, so I just watched TV. (This is where I found out Joe C. died :( ) Audrey called me back saying that Mr.Telford had talked to her mom. They said they wanted us to go back to class so that they could get him immediately and so that he wouldn't see us. They searched his car, him, his locker, and called his mom. She said there were no firearms in the house, and that he wouldn't do something like that. Of course he denied the whole thing, but Mr.Telford said there were so many witnesses it didn't matter. He said the least he'll get is 10 days out of school. I feel sorry for Brian, really I do. I mean, he must have a lot of problems. But, when my life is threatened by some weird guy who has an anger problem i'll be damned If i'm going to sit around and not do anything about it. Hah. Not me. | |
| Wednesday November 15,2000 | |
| 5:41am | |
There were two quotes of the day yesterday. Here they are :
Get someone else to build the page, and then I'll control it. Was that close enough? And I have 50 friends now! Yay.. Candle was my last visitor. Oh yeah, and Random Glitters first night got 21 hits. (1 was of me.) I like that counter because it remembers ips so it only adds them once. Heh. <3, Erin | |
| Tuesday November 14,2000 | |
| 4:33pm | |
YAY! I found these bullets..and they SO WORK with Random Glitter! I added a sparkly counter too. I could of started at 1,200 since that's what the Mail is on..but I started at 1 instead. I want to see how many people are going to the site to check their mail anyway.
I added the Awards page too..and updated the links so they won't look so unprofessional before the site goes up. Random Glitter I think i'm going to help Nicole with LYLAS before I start on One-Stop. *Shrugs* | |
| 5:28am | |
No one's posting in Advice Alley or Poetry Palace now.
GRR *Stab* You think at least ONE program would be finished and able to run. Got some more advertising to do........*stab again* | |
| 5:26am | |
Well guys..I got to talk to Daveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee for about an hour last night. His computers fixed now, he just has to get his internet connection fixed or whatever. lol..I love talking to him on the phone. We have a communication issue though.. (He can barely understand me.) Well he says he can..but that's not true. AND HE DOESN'T LAUGH AT A LOT OF MY JOKES..he says he "laughs quietly". Yeah right! UGH! It's okay though..
unf @ DAVE | |
| Monday November 13,2000 | |
| 6:35pm | |
Diagnosis: I don't know how you feel about this, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere around territory of modern North Japan approximately on 1075. Your profession was monk, bee-keeper, lone gunman. ---------------------------------------- Your brief psychological profile in that past life: Such people are always involved with all new. You have always loved changes, especially in art, music, cooking. ---------------------------------------- Lesson, that your last past life brought to present: Your lesson -- to learn discretion and reasonability and then teach others to do that. Your life will be happier, when you help those who lack reasoning. | |
| 6:06pm | |
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!#$$# Random Glitter has won it's first award! AND THE SITE ISNT EVEN OPEN!
![]() Congrats to all Random Glitter staff..keep up the good work! | |
| Sunday November 12,2000 | |
| Message to Jonny | 7:43pm |
(I took the graphics too..but good thinking!)
:) | |
| 7:47am | |
The sites main layout is pretty much done. You may see it at http://www.RandomGlitter.com
I added a customer service thing so people can talk to the site operators while looking at the site.. it's really nifty. I emailed Ashley Power, and hopefully she'll link to Random Glitter. Basically, I'm just waiting for the programs to get finished..then wa la.. success..(hopefully) I'll have to figure out how to add more operators here in a few minutes..ugh And I need images..lots and lots of images..*SIGH* | |
| Friday November 10,2000 | |
| 6:27am | |
If you work on Random Glitter go check your mail here Since My AOL is gone, Random Glitter will be my only form of contact.
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| Thursday November 9,2000 | |
| 5:34pm | |
I want my garden with purple and pink flowers.
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| 5:32pm | |
You cold hearted bitch! I hate you! I hate you!
So what? Get out of my house! GO AWAY! Uh..I wish I could. You can. Go ahead. I won't tell anyone..just get the fuck out of my house. You know. I wish I had had an abortion like everyone had told me to. I wish you had too. You little slut get the fuck upstairs. I am.. I'm getting my clothes first. *Smack* Don't fucking touch me! Don't cuss like that! Just get the hell away from me..so I can never talk to you again and count the days until I'm 18. Hah.. When you're 18 your ass is gone! Damn straight. It's your fault I don't have a husband right now. What? You drove them all away. No it was you, you little bitch. Alright..whatever. *Hit* I HATE YOU! I don't care! You've ruined my life! You've ruined mine too. I want a job. Hah! You're too stupid to have a job, C girl. Uhh..What grades did you make in school? Oh yeah take my life.. Whatever. Oh, so you want to be a singer eh? Yeah...I like to sing. Haha! She can't sing! She sucks! *laughter* Uh..how would you know? I hear you sing. Whenever I sing in front of people I'm just joking around.. Well, if she likes singing you can't convince her not to.. kids get stuff in their head. Like my son, now he's a lead singer in a band. Wow cool! Shut up Amanda. I'd kill you..but you're already dead. Current Mood: Current Music: Mariah Carey & Bone Thugs - Breakdown | |
| Wednesday November 8,2000 | |
| 5:45am | |
Heyyyyyyyyyyy It's possible that Gore can still win.
He just needs Florida..and boom there goes Bush out in the Bushes yAy | |
| 5:21am | |
Message boards doing well.. all together around 30 posts in one night.
Yay. :) I plan to take all those other boards off and just leave Poetry Palace and Advice Alley. Then put those boards seperate | |